School

So the new school year is coming up and it's going to be my first year as a teacher. I'm so nervous, and everyone tells me "oh you'll be great" "the kids will love you" etc, and I'm not worried about that too much, I'm worried and scared that I'll fall back into old habits. I'm horrible when things get too hard, or if I think I'm going to fail or suck at something I quit. I pussy out and just quit. I've done that with so many things that I loved and now I can't go back and pick it back up. I'm worried that when things start to get difficult I'm going to want to give up. I'm trying very hard to be ready for when my students come, and I'm trying to make sure that I have lessons and activities planed for the year, but it's getting very overwhelming and I don't even have students yet! I'm just hoping that everything will go as smooth as possible and that I'll be able to keep plugging away at it.