I'm so frustrated, I don't know what to do. I only have one friend who I can confide in, I feel so dependent on her, and I feel like I'm a load on her that she doesn't need, its so hard. So this is going to be who I go to when I can't talk to her, except this doesn't answer back or give me advice when I want to go and slice myself up. So here goes, I loathe myself, and I am in a very deep low, and I haven't been in a low like this in a long time. Last time I was like this I started cutting again, well.... I'm not cutting exactly... but it makes me feel better, and I figure its no worse for me than stubbing me toe or getting acne all over myself, people get scratched all the time, so why is it so bad if I scratch myself. I guess that is my way of justifying it