One more thing to add to the list

So today I went to the Doctor because everything has been totally out of whack with my female system, I was hoping that it wasn't anything serious, like I was just really really stressed and so I didn't have a period for 4 months, but no, I apparently have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome, lucky me! So I'll just add another syndrome to the list of things wrong with me, one more medication to take, one more set of things to monitor. And to top it all off one of the main reasons why I have this is because I am overweight, so fatty me has another condition that may cause infertility. But whatever, its not like it matters. I'm just so frustrated and I don't know what to think or do! I just wish I could lose all this weight, and quickly then everything will be all back to normal, or normalish. At least not the way that it is now. But whatever....